Marlee's world is turned upside down from literally out of left field.
Marlee McAllister, a pitcher for the Clarksonville Cougars softball team, lives and breathes the game. With the season opener approaching, she and her best friend, Jeri D'Amico, go to scout their rivals, the East Valley Panthers. They're there to scout the Panthers' star pitcher, Christy Loveland, but Marlee can't take her eyes off of left fielder Susie Torres.
Marlee figures out her attraction to Susie is more than a growing friendship. Susie kissing her helps . . . a lot. Between struggling to maintain her grades, keeping secrets from her best friend, and the emotional roller coaster ride that comes with first love, Marlee still has to pitch to win. On top of it all she has to confront the bittersweet realities of what it means to be gay.
BInk Books YA
148 pp. ● 6x9
$13.95 (pb) ● $7.99 (eb)
ISBN 978-1-960373-05-2 (pb)
YOUNG ADULT FICTION / Coming of Age
YOUNG ADULT FICTION / LGBTQ+ / Lesbian
YOUNG ADULT FICTION / Romance / LGBTQ+
YOUNG ADULT FICTION / Sports & Recreation / Baseball & Softball
Publication Date: September 22, 2026
Barbara L. Clanton is a native New Yorker who left those “New York minutes” for a slower-paced life in central Florida. While in middle and high schools, she played any sport she could find—softball, volleyball, basketball, and field hockey. She could even be found in the upstairs gym playing handball with her friends during high school. She played softball at Princeton University and was the team captain during her Ivy League championship senior year. Her career has been spent teaching mathematics at college preparatory schools in both New York and Florida. She also coached softball and basketball in both states as well. She was inducted into the ASANA’s (Amateur Sports Alliance of North America) Hall of Fame as an amateur softball player.
Somewhere in adulthood, she picked up a new hobby. “Dr. Barb” plays the bass guitar and has been in several pop-rock bands, playing such notable events as Gay Days Orlando. When asked why she started writing, she said she was writing the books she wished she had in high school to help her make sense of her (supposed) “differentness.” Although the world is evolving, it’s still not easy to come out to yourself or the world. She hopes her books will help.